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Here’s a secret about me. I’m a pleaser. Not only that, in the past I could have won a trophy for being a world class pleaser. Yup. I think it’s my job to make sure any person I come into contact with, no matter the circumstance is happy. Believe me this is not a sane way to live your life.
I know I’m not the only one with this problem. It seems that it is a type of virus particularly visited on women, though I do know a few men infected with it too. It affects every part of my life, especially how I react to criticism. It wasn’t until I hit 40 years old that I finally figured out, and somewhat accepted, that I will NEVER please everyone about anything. At the same time I also had to accept that I will NEVER please anyone I care about all of the time. Both of these were big time, breathless “Aha” moments. But even with that knowledge and hard-won acceptance, I still have that kneejerk reaction of “It’s all my fault and I have to change something to make that person happy.” In other words I backslide on a regular basis and have to rebuild my confidence each time.
Given that I’m a pleaser, choosing to be a writer was not the easiest path to follow. But then, everyone knows I just don’t do easy. Writers face criticism every day of their life. It begins with myself—constantly questioning if I know what I’m doing and if I’m good enough. Then it moves to my wonderful critique partners whose job it is to tell me all the things that are wrong with my idea, approach, character motivation, scene structure, and overall book. Then when I start sending a novel out for publication, I get rejections also telling me that it doesn’t work for that editor. (The form rejections are the worst because I can write an entire novel about reading between the lines to figure out what they “really” mean.) Then when a publisher finally acquires my novel, my editor’s job is to once again discover all the problems it has. Finally, when the book is out in the marketplace, readers and reviewers tell me everything they don’t like about it.
So, how does one get through life with so much negativity? You’re going to think I’m crazy, or Polly Anna, but my answer is to focus on the positive. Really! You see in all the examples I gave above I only talked about the criticism. Focusing only on the negative does nothing except make me helpless. What I didn’t talk about was all the things that went right along the way. Let’s look at the list.
- I finished writing a novel. (Yea me!)
- I had the guts to share it with a fellow writer who I knew would find something wrong. (Courageous!)
- My critique partners actually love my novels and every piece of criticism they give me is to make it better—not to tear it down. (They love me. The really love me!)
- A publisher bought it. That means an editor reacted positively to it. (I’m on the brink of fame!)
- The editor actually loves it, and every piece of criticism she gives me is to make it better—not to tear it down. (My editor wants me to be a NYT bestseller. Really!)
- I regularly get emails from readers telling me why they love my books and what it means to them to empathize with my characters. (Note: I’m knocking on wood now) So far, the majority of my reviews say many good things even if they find something they didn’t like. (Okay, I’m not famous. But I’m working on it. Yeah!)
- Even my family and best friends like my novels—though some skip the sex scenes. Believe me, my family would tell me if they didn’t think it was good. (Yea. My family hasn’t abandoned me!)
So, this brings me full circle. Handling criticism starts with a positive attitude. The most important step is to believe that anyone who is critical is doing it to make me better—a better writer, a better person. The next step is to repeat the mantra, “I can’t please everyone all the time.” The reality is there will always be a critique partner, an editor, a friend, a reader who just won’t like something. Don’t focus on the outliers. Don’t focus on the one critique partner out of five who hated that your book was set in Ireland instead of Scotland. Don’t focus on the one reader out of 200 who had a brother just like your hero and knows that he would never do what your hero did on page 183. Focus on the majority of opinion. If four reviewers out ten are saying your heroine lacks motivation, then maybe that is something to consider. But if it’s one and the rest loved your book, just repeat “I can’t please everyone all the time.”
Yes, there are a few people I’ve encountered in life who do seem to make it a personal mission to tear me down and to build him or herself up. All I can say is: “God Bless Them. I hope they find their own happiness one day.” What I’ve learned is that the people who really care about me, who get me, and love me—even when I’m not perfect and even when I don’t please them all of the time—are the people who matter the most. I’ve also learned that the readers who love my books far outnumber the few who don’t. I wish everyone did love my books, but (repeat after me now). “I can’t please anyone all of the time.”
I’ve also learned that being a pleaser isn’t all bad. It does drive me to be a better person, a better worker, a better writer. But, like everything in life, it needs to be in moderation and I need to be cognizant of how it affects my judgment and my actions. In this process I’ve been forced to give up my world class pleaser trophy. I’ve managed to drop back to being primarily a localized pleaser (meaning everyone at work, school, in any organization I volunteer for, at church, and of course in my writing). I’m still working on being only a mother, father, sibling, relatives, husband, children and Maggie pleaser. It’s a life long process with good days and bad days. Best part is, it still hasn’t stopped me from moving forward.
About the Author: Maggie Jaimeson writes romantic women’s fiction and romantic suspense with a near future twist. She describes herself as a wife, a step-mother, a sister, a daughter, a teacher and an IT administrator. By day she is “geek girl” – helping colleges to keep up with 21st century technology and provide distance learning options for students in rural areas. By night Maggie turns her thoughts to worlds she can control – worlds where bad guys get their comeuppance, women triumph over tragedy, and love can conquer all.
Healing Notes is the second book in the Sweetwater Canyon Series of four books. The final two books will be available in 2013.
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Forgiving yourself is the first step, but helping others forgive may be just too hard.
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A year of trying to prove to herself that she's woman enough for any man, and then a vicious rape while on tour with the band, leaves Rachel reeling. When she meets Noel Kershaw, an English teacher who is poetry in motion, she is definitely attracted. But he has a young child and he's suffering from his own divorce. The last thing Rachel needs in life is more baggage.
First, Rachel must reconcile who she is, what she wants, and how to get there. Maybe then she'll know how to be a part of the family she's always wanted.